Misguided Angel

Pain, anger and fear within I'm terrified for your life,
Drugs and booze are a constant need no harmony just strife.
We fight and bicker never getting along what happened to the bliss,
I sit up at night waiting for you cause you're my older sis.
From parties to bars you hit them all no worries on your mind,
While I'm at home scared to death, you put me in a bind.
Open your eyes and see my anguish and what your doing to me,
For I can't live another day until you are drug-free.
Change your life, make a fresh start, put out that Mary-Jane,
Cause happiness is as addicting as pot or crack cocaine.
Smile, cry, just show your joy I'll get you through it all,
I've got your back, I'll help you up incase you ever fall.
I guess I'm saying please make a change before I say adieu,
I may have to leave if this keeps up, even though I do love you.
It's hard for me to sit and wait while your drinking the nights away,
You come home trashed, what can I do, besides kneel down and pray.
You'll always be my sister no matter what life brings,
I think you are an angel just shine and spread those wings!